Moving forward, miracle outstanding, or otherwise, there is very little chance Ill have my faith in the system restored after all of this. Not just the past two months, but really the past 4 years, the system felt rigged, like something was just not quite right. We made great strides forward but if it wasn't for bad actors being everywhere within our government we would probably be on mars right now...and that bitter taste in my mouth from betrayal (from the GOP and others) just wont go away...

This isn't dooming any way, I'm going to do what I can and improve upon myself. Ill get fit, ill get smarter, and if there ever comes a day where we need to rally together, Ill join the fight more capable than ever before. That is conservatism, that is how we win. We fight till the end, and keep fighting long after.

God help us, and bless us as we keep moving ever forward.