I'm sure the only reason for this was the unaccessibility to ultra-cold (> -30 C) freezers. The vaccine was always stable at normal freezer temps, just for 5 days instead of 90. Source: I was in charge of making my healthcare facility ready to receive the vaccines from the Dept of Health.
I still won't get it though because I don't trust that China controls the WHO, probably created the virus in a lab, and then destroyed our economy and way of life.
I understand how you feel. Once I had realized that the uni-party/globalists/communists have existed for decades before I was born, and the only thing we can do to fight back is believe in a higher power and have MAGA babies, hope was not lost. That's why they're closing churches and promoting abortion/childlessness.
They want to control our minds with fake news and free porn and take away our freedoms little by little so we don't notice them doing it. "Wear the mask, wear two masks, inject untested poisons into your body, let us trace your phone so we know who you've been in contact with, etc etc."
Once you're awake to what they're actually doing, you can refuse to take part in their game.
Be healthy, go outside without a mask, eat well, get good sleep, don't watch their media, and stop being scared. They control through fear.
Despite all my rage.