"Public Safety describes the Proud Boys as a “neo-fascist organization that engages in political violence,” and that its members espouse misogynistic, Islamophobic, anti-Semitic, anti-immigrant and white-supremacist ideologies.”
Mr. Blair said listing a group as a terrorist entity can help law enforcement with criminal investigations and lay terrorism-related charges against perpetrators. After a group is listed, banks and financial institutions freeze their assets. It is also a criminal offence to knowingly deal with assets of listed groups. Canadian organizations can lose their charitable status if they have connections to a listed group, and members of a listed entity may not be able to enter the country."
Think about that for a second.
Enjoy life while you can, spend it with your family and friends. Don't worry about the future, live in the present. When it comes crashing down, who cares at that point. Suicide is never the answer though.