Stop lying. It is unhealthy.
Morrowind and the elderscrolls subs have public modlogs because they haven't removed me yet. That said, I barely use the site, and pretty much all of the mods there were added by admins below me because I wasn't doing anything :P.
I did get an invite to a gaming moderator discord server, where the mods for a ton of reddit gaming subreddits coordinate crap. not a fan of cabals and didn't feel like playing spy at the time. Other than that, haven't been offered anything by bethesda. We did get a message once from a bethesda rep about removing some spoilers for some game, but it seemed pretty innocuous iirc.
Pattern recognition activated