Just sucks ass I lost my job because of all the Bullshit and covid. Unable to get any assistance except food stamps and im in Oklahoma... So im not going to make next months bills. Ive been looking for any opportunity to put myself out there... its just the worst time possible. I have to much pride to Beg, but Its not myself im concerned about. Its my dog. I argued my worth to $11/hr by showing up on time and every 2 weeks mentioning my performance and flexibility. Sucks ass when I can work, Work harder than most and yet still cant get something that either lasts or provides. Im just so Miserable, No Meds, waters froze in a leaky shitty trailer home, Ive got everything covered but my pilot light keeps going out. These bastards played the cards to completely destroy us. "global warming" oil jobs, EOs etc. I really dont know what to do... Guess ill have to figure out whos land to hide on and create some fucking hobbit hole for my dog and me.
Holy sheit! This man took the words from my mouth.
He should be subject to Mr.Bannons prefered method of interrogation...
Good bye shill. We will be fine without your imput. Have a good day!
No one asked you to do anything libtard. Learn to read. If you are truely a conservative, why dont you learn the christian values of holdin your tongue unless you have something nice to say? I mean really, you just dont get how this works.
Leftist have cognative failure(that means emotional control from their congative functions) Big tech has made "self discovery" impossible with their echo chamber programming.
Do yourself a favor, If you care enough to want to act on your own volition... then do it and research it. if not Just shut up and go along. regardless everyone in the story is dead and its done. what change are you going to make when you cant even act appropiately online?
My point is, to win hearts and minds. YOU need to TRY to do the work on your own so you believe it by your own process than someone else "forcing" it down your throat. You know like the left and right does daily? Then if there is something to add, add it... if you got nothing new or worthwhile.... Move along, your only upset at yourself because you seen the work involved and threw a fit and wrote a comment.
Should i mention that the site GO DADDY has already came up multiple times... And thing about it... if a pedo cult or rich fucks like in "Altered carbon".
LOL I CANT SHARE ON FACEBOOK IT LOCKS MY FACEBOOK UP AND WONT LET ME SHARE!>?!>?!?! Hahhaha
Very true, Ill try commiting to finding a church. I keep being told that i sound very christian in nature. Networking. Thanks.
LOL, true!! but "cmon man!" I cant be trying to send a leftist into a stroke xD.
Yep, All of these realizations i have come to know.
I control my thoughts i know.. But I didnt have that "white privilege" the woke try to say i had. i was a goffer as a child, fed the same mundane food from single mother who taught me that victim/pity me crap.
Its not easy to change minds, thats why YOU have to try too. just like this thread. You may have felt you were Trying on all accounts. Same with the leftist. They have been SOOO much more conditioned than most.
Most of my fault in life was just giving myself more than 3seonds to think. thats where excuses and bullshit come from.
Buit thats the luxury we got in modern socieity... you can stop and think. We used to be the people who lead in survival when there was no soiciety because it was "simple" but life isnt so simple for everyone anymore.
Best way i figured to beat all of the adhd is just mindfulness.
basically like a systems check... Body sensations, pains, hunger w/e it may be. Feel my skin like its an outshell holding me together. Work all the way to where the "soul" "third eye" or technically where all the congative functions are received and handled... But trying to train the muscle (brain) to advert subconscious victimhood thinking and adapt a proper reaction.
I am really trying... Down 15 lbs in 3 weeks. Diet change. Obvious normal life stresses. And its end of the day. I wish i had more in me to properly format and formulate my ideas. but I cant afford to waste time waiting for the perfect moment to do make changes.
I will look into Buddha's brain. Last 2 months have been a journey of US history and historical feats of well... stuff we need to adapt our brains to the world as it is ever changing
Its Just not that easy for everyone. We all have our own variables that we cannot control and we have to understand those and redirect on the things that matteer.
Like this whole thread. Can we not say we are somewhere better than before?
I am just trying not to be reactive and untraining my brain to overthink. Some things are easier to adapt or change. But gut will always look out for you, the heart will mislead, and the mind will overthink and forget etc.
Yes, You are about... 10 years ago I learned that, My other issue is WHere to start middle and end. which is why this was also so good for tryingto gain that adaptive change/ brain.
Lol, poor leftists... so wrong on so many levels... Nope, My identity revolves around recognizing patterns with my heightened intuition to help avoid the things that lead to the problem.
Its not sad, Its life. get with the program.
No, my brain has a neurological disorder in which it doesnt function in the same compacity.
https://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/adhd/facts.html there's the CDC for your leftist brain.
Its not a controllable function to make your receptors for dopamine work better other than to use stimulants or have a lot of structure, support and the perfect system built on Adaptive behaviors.
Example. "There is no way you can forget your phone or keys! THOSE ARE SO ESSENTIAL" So is breathing fully, I mean that's a subconscious action that I can and DO choose to take control of. But yet every other day, I always forget one of them and almost lock myself out of the house if I didnt systematically pat my pockets before pulling the door closed. All of my behavior can be explained and so can most peoples.
I have a Combination ADHD pretty severely and a different personality type. Not to mention the above-mentioned factors such as Environment like needing to consume food/water/air. the brain takes a toll when you THINK SLOW, and it uses up that energy which then causes Cognitive failures. Such as clumsy, Missing specific or general things that you were actually trying to focus on. nearly no ability to multitask that requires brain power not muscle memory. Picking up on social cues from people's tone, body language, and wording.
You dont get it... Meds are Just meth... its like pumping a lifter with steroid then asking them to compete against Powerlifters not bodybuilders.
Stimulants BOOST the hell out of dopamine levels, by supercharging the receptors. so Boosting isnt good for longevity overall as well as its a "crutch" so using it all the time is like using ADHD is an excuse then. Hence why i asked for an accommodation that is afforded to me by my Civil rights.
Wrong, again you do not know any of the circumstances and again think you know better than someone whos spent most of their life watching human behavior and testing it. Its called hyper focus, unlike you again. I function at a higher level when my brain doesnt choose when it handicaps me.
You would realize this between the different comments i have posted which are clearly, "Different people".
And yet again, no logic or common sense on your part. Only lost my job because i wanted to lose my job. They were violating clearly outlined State and federal laws. Those same federal and state laws are the ones who authorize if your business can run.
I stopped meds when i was 15 because it zombified me and killed any substance of childhood because no one likes the quiet kid who thinks outside of the box. Which if you are even remotely actually a conservative, you would know Social constructs are what got us in this stupidy of confusing genders and what "justice" is when its actually Vengence.
Not to mention Heart issues run through my family and i was 67lb at 4'11". so yes the medical-grade METH had to stop so i could function socially at 15 years old. Hence my inability to convey my thoughts to idiots on a text format rather than FACE TO FACE.
Doctors are morons... Not all of them just like every other generalization. Anyone can spend thousands of dollars and years wasted in a school and never be remotely good at it. Do you remember all of your spanish from high school? I digress... we are all humans. But when they dont hear a concern and clarify their position as a medical professional who ultimately have your life in their hands.
Btw cant get meds because of covid... Just like all the veterans who cant get depressants in certain states because of covid and the democrat leaders... you know the ones putting Old people into Old people homes with covid.
Stimulants are not a crutch, you have no clue about ADHD. Bye. Education is key and you will be non the wiser if you cant respect anything.
Didnt read your comment. Just a heads up shill when you try to copy someone on the right they usually know to address requests and clarifications before calling names and BUZZwords that dont line up with the same speech pathology. You on conflicting storys because you dont know how to pay attention or ask the right questions. Again clearly another behavioral difference.
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this story is linked and is in a different state unrelated to my account of my own personal story, and my friends story.
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you would be the most ignorant fuck in the world to think any veteran thats been through this type of issues dealing with people... we dont want to allow that oppotunity to happen again. that means We are not going to get a story written about it, we are going to suck it up and move on like the trash we are treated by the country that says it loves its military.... But then we got Airlines, Hotels, Cabs. all so fucking ignorant about basic veteran discounts, verifying IDs, HOMELESS, 22 a day dying.
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you are just a PoS who is being hateful. Learn to TRY and CONTROL yourself. You must be a woman, younger, or just ignorant.
4.Find help Help bar over there > Has resources
Also yes, When the first thing breaks down. the 1st amendment... You co operate and communicate with the officer but his only objective is throwing the book at you. Oaths. they mean something. So when an officer ran up on me without any cause about to draw and shoot me for getting into my own truck. Come to find out its a welfare check for me... AND HES ABOUT TO SHOOT ME... that some welfare check. We rather not be targets, and stupid like you. WE WANT TO LIVE. 22 a day probably more are dying a day now because of shit like this. and you are too careless, and niave to pull your shit together to be respectful.
Have a blessed day, Im done talking to you.
Agreed. Said it much better than i did. Lesson learned from arguing with some... but oh my is it easy to find the shills xD. "How do i downvote!" ~shill.
Well you are not technically wrong on that. ADHD combination is tough... its like when someone bores me i can't say anything creative or carry the conversation on. But if im invigorated, passionate, interested, INVESTED... I am more focused than you can possibly function unless you have Autism or slightly better skills and ADHD like me. Which i highly doubt because ive done the math on that. youd be one of the 1 of the 3Million roughly
Yeah, Im not putting a veteran's Info that's at risk for targeting on the internet...
Lol, you are not one of us. Get out of here shill. I Will not betray my battles, to appease your need to confirm my friends' or my story. Thats how we became a target in the first place. Why would we ask for help or put our info on the internet when CCP is trying to destroy our country from within. You do realize the real threat is all the veterans who are out that still take their oaths very seriously until the day they die.
but Regardless, your a shill. Have a blessed day bud. Hope you find something better to do.
There has been cases of people snapping over Far less and very randomly... Come to find out the issues they had, they hide VERY well. Then it just took the Straw that broke the camel's back. And it's always a Chain of events that could have been prevented. Im just saying, people really do not understand human nature.
I mean think about how the left does everything to trigger a reaction of the right. Thankfully we have endured instead of being so reactive, volatile, and destructive like the left. Every time someone on the right actually Fked up, they got full punishment, even when it was way less often than the left who got let off.
This just reaks of "art of war" mentality that CCP has had burned into their Culture. I mean, CCP takes slights against them very seriously. anyways im going to ramble. Have a blessed day.
Humans can only take so much,
You opinion isnt welcome here liberal. Us on the right side of history have better temperment, Please go ask your mom upstairs to make you a snack,,., you are becoming Hangry.
I never said excuse, you are just incapable of removing yourself from emotion or overthinking. Its simple... you are a shill. I hope you do learn something here. We sometimes can be rough and mean, but most of the time we calm down after a few mins unlike you. I think you are the one who actually needs some therapy. Every try Mindfulness? Inhof Method? too cold?, then you can do the suana version. Either way you need to TAke 1 deep breath in your nose, dont exhale, another DEEP inhale then let out a control exhale. Have a blessed day!
We need bad people/flawed, How else would Good men rise to the occasion if not to be tested on those very occasions.
It is fine, lucky for me they already got me hurt by violating OSHA and the lack of accommodation. So the last 6 months of work comp i have been learning as much as i can about my rights and what my limitations are. And of course, trying to manage my own Cognitive issues so that way I don't mess up when the time comes to do the RIGHT thing. Thats a big chunk of whats wrong with the left, They lack support, Structure, guidance. They Think with their feelings, They have gone through life avoiding using the Slow part of their brain to actually learn... well a lot of important things.
Im going to stop now, I can keep talking for hours.
Thank you, Have a blessed Sunday!
Nope your completely off base. You should try reading other threads. Other... Intellectuals have entered the conversation and somewhere i was able to get my message through. Good luck and god bless you!
All this tells me is every seasonal BS that happens near the end of the FISCAL Q4. Is all intentionally released... I mean come on, Only after we get 1 Flu strain down does a "mutated" one come out and bolster the numbers up again.
Fuck this shit, Everything I know is Clown world. I officially think every illiness is either purely luck, Societal conditioning, or intentional Malicious acts.
Edit, Not to mention the fact All the Vaccines we get as kids... Thats all the initial installment for those who have patents on the deadly shit. Like a god complex going, "I harnessed death and created an even stronger one... in order for this to never be a reality... take these vaccines when your a child!"