Personal preference is Brave https://brave.com/ with Startpage as the search engine. I used to use Firefox, but transferred everything over super easily. Feel free to ask if you need help.
Here is other alternatives that may help you with other online things: https://nomoregoogle.com/ https://techlore.tech/
Primus, my belief is only you can ever answer your own question by finding peace within your beliefs, either through religion (Why did God spare me?) or if you are not religious, your acceptance that its a good thing you are still around for your family or children. I hope you have gone or will look into going to talk to someone professional to help deal with these feelings, the VA is not great, but they do have some people that do actually care and want to help.
I am a Disabled Army Vet who has survived two brain surgeries and I was not in something as horrible as your circumstances, but for my kids, I know I am happy that God has me here to continue my mission to teach my girls in my beliefs and to help them grow with a father who may be a lot slower than he used to be, but I still find a way to manage. Just to give you a reach out, I am open to talking if you need or want, feel free to message me on here fellow Pede.
Never worry about reaching out, when you do, whether its privately or in public forum style, know it to yourself, there are others who are reading and are also quietly suffering and don;t have your bravery to reach out and even type things.. you givw them that bravery. I am serious man. As for your prayer for me, I truely appreciate them back Sun. I need them to be strong for my wife and kids, I no longer have the physical abilities I had, but keep hope I can get back as close as possible, if its God's will and my determination is strong enough. The VA is hard enough to deal with even pre China Virus, now its extra difficult. There is the possibilty of choosing civilian care if you want, its a little messy, but you do have that right if you want and the VA will provide it. You'll have to ask youre VA medical center local to you becasue I think its slightly different from area to area, but basically we all have the ability to choose now. Especially if the appointments are too far out. A third party place is put to help schedule everything.
Hi Fren, Not Selfish at all !!! To ask is to show bravery and open yourself to your fellow brother and sisters of Christ. You have my prayers and open invitation to message a DM if you ever wish. I am deep in the heart of Commiefornia, I used to work right in its center before a surgery which took me from my job. This happened just a bit before the China Virus, and between the CA unemployment/disabilityand my job all leaving my family with unsatisfactory answers and my inability to speak easily for myself I really felt alone and looked for God to help me while stuck in the VA system. I'm still in recovery, but I God has helped me over the last 2 years even though it has been difficult. Take heart, you are not alone, as a Fren, nor as God's Child.He sees you, he hears you. This community is also a very loving one, I am certain you know that know.
Thats Ed Grimley, I must say.
We do have a President, he is living in Florida at the moment. I regret our banana republic will not allow him to live at his proper residence in the White House where he belongs.
Thank you Doggos and everyone continuing our great President's work, I still beleive the best is yet to come. I am with you all, through thick and thin.
I can somewhat agree with you, however I see no point in it as once Biden is sworn in...Democrats will never lose another "election" again..ever. They will have unmitigated power and pack the Supreme Court, fill the Senate and Congress with new state Delegates from all the new states and divisions they are planning, have never ending supply of immigrants that will be allowed to particate in voting toward the very things that help keep those plans and elected people in position, have the exact same votind fraud system in place with no check against fraud (as it will likely be illegal to go agaisnt them, look at how we live today.) THe second Biden is sworn in, they could and likely do, have a stack of executive orders printed that only require signing to erase so much of President Trump's last 4 years of building the nation's proserity.
Charts and graphs and things works for some people and not for others, I think you have to be creative, I'm not good with links for the type of info you're asking for, but if you dig a bit you'll find a lot on here here. Things that may help though... Why would Pelosi be in such a hurry to Impeach a President whom has 12 days let of office time unless there this something for the Democrats to worry about? Why did all of the Big Tech (Twitter, FB, Instagram, Apple attack on Parler, etc etc) all happen on the exact same day exact near coordinated effort to not allow the President or some of his loyal peoplle like Kayleigh, Lin Wood, Sydnee Powell, to want to communicate to the American people. They always said "If you don;t like Twitter build your own...so Trump was about to use Parler (a Twitter like tool) and big tech attacked them). They seem scared...of what? if Trump is guilty and only has 12 days left, all he can do is advise Biden on things as incoming President, why would Impeachment matter? Why does Big Tech not want people talking? James woods, a conservative acter lost 63,000 folowwers due to people being banned off twitter, FB banned a page for people from the #Walkaway movement, what are they scared off?? They won.....didn't they??? didn't they? All I'm saying is.. its weird to shut down so much and impeach with 12 days to inauguration, 11 as of tomorrow morning...perhaps some of those things will help some of your family think about a few things, welcome Fren.
Damn, you're quite right he was not shot , my froggy fingers are kinda upset sigh.
He's trying to think Kyle style?
I don't even see the code anymore, all I see is Blonde, Brunette, Redhead. Wait... make that Melania, Kayleigh, Sydnee.
Rudy and Sydney as Superman and Wonder Woman flying bodyguards along each side of our PepeDon
Made an account just for this, PM sent. Pede reporting in.
Pretty good list, but I would change The Punisher to Season 1, Season 2 was far weaker, though I saw the trailer you linked and it was edited to make it look good, but was not. I'll have to check out the CW Superman based on your recommendation, I don't like the other CW shows, but I stayed with Flash for the first few seasons. Angel has Fallen, Olympus has Fallen and London Has Fallen all pretty solid as well as the two The Equalizer Films.