The suicide shit is real. I get that terrible feeling that nothing good is coming around again. It’s feels like it’s overwhelming at times. Like there is no reason to have hope anymore. Not being able to see people as much. Not interacting the normal ways anymore. Not being able to see smiles as much anymore. Not having family and not seeing the point in having one with the world turning to shit. The little family I do have has only been together two or three times since covid started.
It’s easy to get wrapped up in the gaslighting the media is doing. The outlets used to cope are limited now.
He’s wondering why they aren’t helping escalate the situation like normal tribe behavior. Them deescalating is abnormal for most internet videos with police.