I have been mulling over your comment. I am very thankful and appreciative for your post and time in responding. I feel for your friend. The system has many openings and opportunities, but it is not the pretty red bow that they put on the position. I wish your friend great luck with continuing that path! I appreciate your motivation to make me think further about the future. I can't complain about spilled milk, I need to take action and be thoughtful for the future. The think with the PhD is that I do want to use that to help me enter educational leadership to provide better learning environments for more students than I could as a sole teacher. So all the research and policy work is not my interest, nor what I want to do in the future. I have been blessed that I have my education paid for, hard work at the university taking on multiple roles, so I have no sunk-cost fallacy. I have a lack of desire and happiness problem. It isn't fulfilling as I had hoped. I have a strong personality and very engaging with others. I always wanted to do something in the corporate sector and I always knew I would be great in sales and communication. It just seems so far off to leave my current talents and take a step away in hopes of something better. One in the hand type of thing.
I appreciate this comment. You are exactly right about partnering with a group or person that believes in authentic, genuine, student-centered education, and not education that diminishes White students while claiming love and peace for all. I need to start looking for another with the same values. Living in a deep blue city is probably adding to this problem...
Hit the nail on the head. So many problems in the current system. Thank you for your comment