to happen in massage parlors. I've never been to an Asian massage parlor, so I wouldn't know too much about the subculture. But this all checks out with the history. If only our society as a whole was more open about sex and sex addiction, and if only we as a society responded to the intense agony of individuals suffering from sex addiction with compassion and love, then we would be so much better off.
It's important to be honest about history. And no matter what, it's important to be honest about our moral failings. I want to represent the best of the Asian American community - which includes our Christianity, our love for each other, our strong family values, and our no-nonsense desire for upward mobility, and our history of overcoming and mutual assistance through spiritual uplift.
Peace out. Godspeed to you.
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I watched the interview on Telegram. I don’t think that was the real Donald Trump speaking. I think the recording was a deep fake. Donald Trump would not be promoting the vaccine. The vaccine can potentially genetically engineer us, since it uses mRNA to alter our DNA. I chatted with a friend who majored in biology, and this is the gist of what she told me. The vaccine delivers mRNA into your cells so that the cell manufactures the spike protein. This way, the viral spike protein grows out of the surface of the cell. Then that triggers the immune system to respond to destroy your cell. The whole purpose of the vaccine is to trigger an immune response. For some people, the immune system would over respond with a cytokines storm. That’s why so many people can die from the vaccine. Other people have an overly active immune response that isn’t as negative, and that’s why people experience so many negative effects from it.
This was a comment that I posted in response to the "Ellen" post on the front page today. Ask me anything. Your questions will only help me better understand myself and to better tell my story, so that I will be able to gain strength and really strengthen my feeling of comfort in my own body.
I identify with Ellen, actually. I am nonbinary, and I just reached this realization over the past 48 hours. Here is the thing that you have to understand about me. I am a woman with a mental illness, and a very serious one at that. I want to be able to tell my story honestly and powerfully without needing to memorize everything about the DSM5. I understand that it is important for me to get therapy, and I am doing just that. But then, my story and the arch of my life is just so painful and so inexplicable due to my mental illness. I just hate myself, and I just feel inadequate in all contexts. I am a Christian, and I was baptized. But my baptism never prevented me from doing all of the horrible things that I did during the course of my mental illness. I want to take responsibility for myself, and I am just a college student. But I've been hospitalized five times already, and after each time, I just see more and more very sick people with my same mental illness taking tons of medication, and they are all older than me. So now I really am in a big crisis of confidence, and I don't know what the future holds for me. I myself am taking a little medication, and I am in the process of learning to live with a mental illness. I just want to be normal, but my story already marks me as someone who can never be normal due to my personal history. And when I am actually honest with myself, I know that I will never ever be able to be normal. And the gender binary just forces me to go into hiding. I am a woman at birth, but then again, I know zero women in my family and in my immediate community (people of the same background as me from my high school years) who are of my race and going through the same stuff that I am going through. In fact, the women in my family believe that downplaying the significance that the mental illness and my past indiscretions and misadventures would have on my life trajectory is the best way to move forward. I agree with them that in terms of the actions that I do, I can definitely make a new life for myself. But then you also have to understand that I am dealing with intense emptiness and worthlessness on the inside, no matter what I do. And I feel that way especially when I do something positive and good for others, since I know that on the inside I will never truly love myself for that. And my family and the people in my immediate community (those people of the same background as me) will never truly understand what I am going through, since they believe that there is no reason for me to feel this way. What hurts me the most is that my family can't truly relate to me in a way that makes sense to me, and that I cannot truly communicate with my family without mistakenly assuming the worst intentions from them, even though they intend the best for me. I guess when I was younger, I was even worse mentally and emotionally than I am right now as a college student who is seeking help. And I guess old habits are hard to break. Anyway it almost feels as if the only way for my family and for people to recognize the extent of my shame, insecurity, and self-loathing would be for me to be nonbinary. Otherwise, definitely nobody will understand, but if I am nonbinary and truly making a statement, then maybe people will understand the emptiness inside of me. And additionally, now I can incorporate my mental health journey more seamlessly into my identity. Having my identity reflect my mental health journey is so important because all of the stuff started to unravel right after I graduated high school, and my five hospitalizations over the past 4 or so years has definitely battered my sense of self. I feel like I need to be nonbinary as opposed to a woman because I feel like that's the only way that would allow others to truly know me, since I myself am deeply aware of what harms and ruins will befall me if I feel as if I am living a life in hiding from my true self.
Now, expect more lockdowns and covid prevention measures every time flu season, new colds, increased deaths from heart disease, a rise in motorcycle accidents, spikes in suicides, and rising deaths counts from all causes happen!
And cancel culture erased the previous discord group. That erasure was so ridiculous!
Just check his telegram.
I may be arrested for posting this thought crime.
1984 is here!
Here is my honest position on this issue before I delve into greater detail. As conservatives, let's promote the ideas of black conservatives. I admire the ideas and the life stories of Candace Owens, Thomas Sowell, Shelby Steele, Ben Carson, and Ali Alexander (who was involved with “stop the steal”.) I sincerely hope that it's not helpful to our cause when we mock another minority group's habits of language. We should demonstrate our virtuous natures by practicing self-restraint, sober-mindedness, and self-control. We shouldn't be giving the Left the easy fruit by messing around with and joking around with the language of minority groups.
Nonetheless, I took yet another red pill today, after surfing td.win. I just realized the following:
The Left loves the concept of emphasizing Ebonics to promote literacy in urban communities. The Left loves the concept of emphasizing multicultural and heritage education for Hispanic youth and Black youth in disadvantaged communities. So, multicultural education, bilingualism, and critical literacy are their much-valued SOLUTIONS.
However, I find it beyond ridiculous that they are promoting such explicit identity politics. I mean, how can you expect a bystander to not pay attention to distinctions in language, habits, and demeanor, if you the policy makers on the Left are the ones saying that promoting Cultural Distinctions and ethnic solidarity is what's needed to fight oppression? So, I am confused. It seems as if the Left's embrace of ethnic solidarity and multiculturalism would quite logically increase the prevalence of racial stereotyping. After all, how can you on the Left expect everybody to comply with your demands that they adopt your ways of thinking and analyzing the situations? People tend to trust their intuitions, and they tend to see the obvious. That said, everyone has within them the ability to react positively, neutrally, or negatively to in light of their observations... but their personal experiences, EDUCATION LEVELS ESPECIALLY, and community environments would necessarily influence their reactions. Anyway... The Left encourages all minority groups BOTH to keep and preserve their cultural distinctions, AND to recognize their relative deficits and relative poverty very keenly, BOTH to have pride in their culture and family background through various culture-specific and family-specific mythos, AND to ponder their oppression - aka ponder their hardships, obstacles, and disadvantages - from the most disempowering and most negative frames of mind possible. This combination of cognitively dissonant narratives would logically promote disordered thinking and self-defeating cognitions, right? And then the Left wonders why so many people suffer from mental illnesses. That's your REACTION.
Finally, the Left finds a strategy and does some mental gymnastics to somehow blame this dysfunction on conservatives and conservatism, racism, and white supremacy. AND THAT WAS THE PROBLEM THAT THE LEFT INITIALLY WANTED TO SOLVE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
Wow, the Left really went full circle on PROPOSING A SOLUTION, THAT CREATES A REACTION, THAT WORSENS THE EXISTING PROBLEM.
..... TO DOWNLOAD SOFTWARE FROM GOOGLE THE INFORMATION GULAG ONTO YOUR COMPUTER! Great, now I am using the same tool that spy agencies use, and it really makes you wonder if the Google Earth application downloaded on your Computer System will gather up all of your data in your photos, word documents, applications, etc. And yes, I finished the Student Accountability meeting. It looks as if they are secretly too scared to actually punish me because they may know I am right. They may know that I am right in terms of seeing through their propaganda and RATIONALITY PSYOPS (aka Communism, Socialism, Globalism blue pills).
From what I see at the university, once the young people ARE AWAKENED TO THE DEEP STATE, the professors and scholars get scared, back away, cower back in their corners, seek to censor you, do everything to silence you, and retreat to the safety of political correctness.
Welcome to the New World Order.
Unfortunately, far too many Deep State lawyers, Deep State accountants, Deep State bureaucrats, Deep State scholars, Deep State managers, and Deep State deep pocketed politicians DELIBERATELY AND METHODICALLY RIG THE RULES... so that.... BIG GOVERNMENT GETS BIGGER, WALL STREET GETS RICHER, AND THE TOP ONE PERCENT GET EVER MORE DETACHED FROM REALITY.
These Deep State folks play it both ways. They are all idealistic and feel-good in universities and think tanks. Then, in their elite clubs, they negotiate with threats to get their ways. Every time they compromise, it's always bad for the little guy.
Compromise is only possible because THE SEPARATE DEEP STATE FACTIONS REALIZE THAT RIGGING THE LAWS, COLLUSION, AND OBSTRUCTION OF THE TRUTH WILL ENSURE THEIR SELF PRESERVATION.
The Deep State is more interested in self-preservation and maintenance of their elite status than anything else.
Look, if the Deep State's didn't legalize and institutionally approve of all of the Clown World absurdity in the world today,....
Wall Street would barely be able to cover their losses, since there wouldn't be AN EVIL OCTOPUS ORGANIZATION rigging the rules of the stock market against everyday small-dollar investors to begin with. Big Government would barely be able to cover the expenses of their wasteful pork barrel budgets, since there wouldn't be AN EVIL OCTOPUS ORGANIZATION crafting ever more devious plans for the legalized theft of our incomes under the euphemism of tax policy. The 1 percent would barely be able to accumulate extra wealth in financial assets, since there wouldn't be AN EVIL OCTOPUS ORGANIZATION doing all sorts of mental gymnastics to mess up monetary policy, corporate valuation, corporate strategy, theories for lending money, and microeconomic pricing.
But unfortunately we the people place too much of our trust and faith in the MSM fake news media narratives. And so, our ignorance allows the 1 percent to get rich and to get so detached from reality. We end up bamboozling ourselves and bickering over petty social justice politics, which adds yet another layer of confusion and absurdity to the picture. In fact, we now see too many progressive celebrities getting rich from their advocacy of oppression politics.
The Deep State is laughing with glee at our stupidity. They have full knowledge that, absent competition and struggle from devoted patriots, all calls for communism will only further centralize the Deep State power structure. The Deep State operatives know that the calls for communism will effectively increase the power, wealth, prestige, and exclusivity of the 1 Percent. Just take a look at history. Power-hungry leaders preach communism to gain power and oppress the people even more. Peoples, tribes, nations, and cities that already had long traditions of homogeneous virtues and values rooted in honor and heritage were wise enough to implement policies to share the wealth without allowing the Deep State entities to become too big and too unaccountable. That's the only exception.
Nowadays, under the guise of postmodernism, these powerful leaders are hijacking our ability to think for ourselves and to actually see the big picture. After all, the harsh truth is that all socialist reforms will be designed to subtly pacify the people until we are unable to realize that we are just getting screwed over and manipulated. We may think that we are happier, but instead of true happiness, we are stuck obsessing over our relative status, thanks to the Deep State's manufactured outrage and fake news media narratives. Meanwhile, the Deep State gains the ability to ever more methodically track our locations, behaviors, thoughts, and beliefs.... AND ONCE THEY DOMINATE THE ORTHODOXIES IN THE UNIVERSITIES COMPLETELY, BE READY FOR THE NEW WORLD ORDER OF ZERO FREEDOM, ZERO FREE SPEECH, ZERO INTELLECTUAL LIBERTY, AND ZERO MORALITY!
Election fraud always happens in any country. Election fraud happened in the US elections ever since 2000 with the Help Americans Vote Act and e-voting machines. E-voting machines allow a small group of Deep State Riggers to pretty decide the outcomes for every election. This is spiritual warfare. We cannot and must not trust the institutions any longer. We can only trust God. In God we Trust. In God Emperor of the United States we trust. In Trump we Trust.