Maybe it's really not about the color of the skin but the content of the character?....and a culture that encourages it.
Maybe the black people who feel that their blackness is a badge they cant take off is from the many, many, many past indiscretions of the people who look like them. Becuase the huwhite supremist are purely racist for no reason at all. They don't have ANY reason not a single one to hate black people as a whole. Just look how they uplift communities and take personal responsibility.
Lol your name makes me sad because I used to live in the bay area and I know exactly what you are going through!
I was just talking to a woman who moved here from the bay and now she is a full on farm girl and couldn't be happier.
You are safer at home..... where most infections spread...