So at least I know you're not dead. I really began to convince myself something awful happened to you. I'm so grateful this isn't the case. I miss you, I'm sorry. You thought it necessary to delete everything yet again. I guess that's the end of it. I pr ay God keeps you safe and warm. I'm here if you ever change your mind. This site isn't the same for me. I rarely log in & usually its in hopes that I catch a gimme of your return or a clue that you had visited. I'm So stupid having never considered you'd cancel me twice. I'm such a retard, oh well good night, goodbye, 'I miss you I love you
Soo, only black dudes may jog in peace? No dudes of any shade or lack thereof or any other genders? This is not very unifying or inclusive if you ask me.
Just 2clarify tho what if I run for a living & identify as a black dude, may I go in peace then?
no, no I don't
Thank you, this looks like a treasure trove of helpful insight. I will def lose sleep reading these. I hope some pedes go check it out. Lmbo, man I really wish I could say more w/less. What a disability that has turned out to be. I wonder if there is something out there like this for women. Honestly getting men "back in" the game of life does us no good if their all just hanging about w/a bunch of psychotic, emotional, self hating, used up cunt bags. What would be the point of that? Thanks again
You can blame anyone it doesn't matter. This just like literally everything is set up against us in every way. How any1 anywhere makes it in a real way in anything is a fukn miracle. This topic is a constant in my head. Whats been going on by way of the sexes is truly fukd. Esp tho re: men. This fukn war against men, masculinity & anything Alpha is a fukn travesty. You must admit tho, they really got us with this one. We are wired so fukn differently, men & women. Men are black & white & women r a mil shades of grey in every aspect. This makes us alien to each other practically incapable of communicating. Coupled w/a full on attack from all sides w/ specialized weapons that target our genders. The men are lured away by their need to compete, advance, provide & succeed. Not given too much thought to things they can't be part of. The need is the mode that allows for the best version of what's being missed. The sacrifice it not an option like breathing it is what must be done. It doesn't make sense to them that a woman doesn't understand this. This is the way, black and white. Women on the other hand have things in all the categories. Each getting a small percentage. When weighing them against each other naturally some things are at the top and others at the bottom. We can not comprehend how someone who says they love you would willingly miss out on so many things that are at the top of the list. Its how we are built. Then we don't know each other's language. Even when we attempt to reach out & explain/understand it usually is still the wrong language. Like for example if you speak English & Spanish when you hear the sound of people speaking Portuguese you think "oh Spanish" However if you listen closely to try & make out the conversation u realize is not Spanish at all. These are just right out the door, before their weapons. Movies, music, poetry, books, history, education, pop culture, fukn everything. So it all tells men the exact phrase to convince them that their "need" goes beyond what is ness. This takes men down paths that w/enough engagement become binding like money, business, women, danger & so on.. W/women I believe we have this deep deep desire to not be an afterthought. What I mean is we dont want to be unequal, beneath, less than, submissive, subservient, property, not our own. (maybe from the rib thing or primitive butt hurt fro screwing the pooch w/the apple not sure). This makes us the easist target as if we are more susceptible to whispers. Then we turn that on men & they turn it on the world. Just like w/FakeNews & the people, if the information is bad u can't blame the people for making the wrong choices. I was raised in a very strict American home w/Latin parents. They were Roman Catholics. They tried to warn me about everything. To instill the fear of God. I was a good girl but a creative free spirit. I belied they were unloving, ignorant wardens that sought to destroy my soul. I couldn't get away from their home & their God fast enough. All I wanted was to make things, look at beauty, take everything in & try to make the world a better place. I thought my dad was a racist cuz he was a Republican. That my mother was a pathetic woman that couldn't think for herself. I was a feminists (not a feminazi) when I was a lil girl. I never wanted to get married or have children. I wouldn't go on a date I would "hang out" & we paid 50/50. I didn't want to depend on anyone for anything. I was careless with the hearts of men. I was "unavailable". Everything outside my family life told me that the life pepe wants the nuclear family was not real. That it was a prison a place where your soul went to be starved, tortured & killed. I have lived many lives. I have tased real love. I have been happily married. I ave been a mother & every possible thing in between both good & dark. 46 yrs old & for 5 years I have had to come to terms w/ a wasted life. In search of everything running away from my families version of a life. 46, & now I know the only thing in this world that would've given true happiness would have been to just be what God had intended. A woman, a wife, a lover, companion, friend, partner to my equal opposite Alpha, protector, provider, guardian, my ground, my sword, rock, foundation, assistant, other half. In a life built together w/as many children as God would have seen fit. Its so simple, so natural this diversion is their greatest weapon against us. It is such a fukn tragedy.
I'm not going to lie my admiration for this man is very recent. As I sit here my eyes are tearful for this loss. Especially for the impact on my fellow pedes. I just came across this clip & thought I'd you know, share in the act of telling a story to keep his spirit alive. Hope you enjoy its short & sweet. I love you guys & I am truly sorry for your loss.
https://odysee.com/@RealNewsforever:a/Rush-Limbaugh-Final-Message-in-2020:5
Fuckn ditto on every point u make. When the 1st Ace PD came on I prob would've hit him w/my car. Both baby bro a friend were obsessed (admittedly in later years the dolphin translator grew on me). My 1st husband (my crush hardcore @the x) was the most excited I had ever seen any1 be over a film trailer. I can't tell u how many x we saw it in the theater but it was hilarious every time. I'm orig from Fla so that hippo scene 4fuxsake has got to be 1 of the funniest ever in film. "warrmah" hehe I grew found of him cuz of my husband. Then he died & Bruce Almighty came out, I recall thinking "MF as God? Well he's the voice of em anyways sooo..." That movie made me sad but also felt like he was sending me an "everything will be ok".
Few years back Jim Carey went all fukn nuts & I was like seriously wth? Then I saw some video of him becoming a painter & I thought "thats so fukn awesome (yes I was sooo retarded I kno) but I was glad he wasn't being all weird & fukn creepy anymore. Now looking back I realize he only grew on me cuz the love of my life liked him. His weird faze was fukn pretensious af. And his art is fukn shit & he is a total loser.
I swear sometimes it is really like they had us under a spell, just sayin
but 2 this day w/no thought behind just auto pilot I blurt out "BumbleBeeTuna, this is how they know you, llieekeagloove, is there something in my teeth, this is a lovey room of death, takecarethen-bubye now & ITSINDABONE" I presume when autopilot finds it would suit best.
Point? Some strippers asses are art & fat lines off em work be work
also expensive
SSSHHHEEEKAAAAGOOOOHHHH
fukn touché, touché
I came home to find u gone, utterly gone. (Did I imagine the whole thing, were you even real) Like a scene in a movie when the characters world is collapsing around them in fast forward, I could feel my heart breaking. My breath ripped from my chest there was no strength left to fight off the tears. Desperate & frantic I scrolled down "Deleted deleted deleted deleted deleted....." I closed my laptop, this could not be. The grieving process began in an instant. As if it was on standby, knowing what I knew but ignored that inevitably I would go too far. Where did I get off thinking I could speak so freely? Who did I think I was saying what I meant & meaning what I said. Honest dialogue is not allowed if not censored then rejected. The conditioning is such the stronger the love the more sinister the perception. I was so foolish to have fallen so far. Revealing my scars, my flesh, the inner workings of my brain even revealing my skeletal bones. I know better than this, what was I thinking? Deep breath...... Jaded, cheated, robbed, rigged,..... Sit up straight, chin up, no more tears... "It's fine, it'll be fine what can u do? Nothing! Cope" Opened my laptop to look through " they are all gone, my God just like that, he deleted his account? Wth? 4fuxsake! Those belonged to me. He sent them to me & once they arrived here for my consumption they became mine, what right did he have to take what was mine?" A puddle of tears made reading impossible. I closed the laptop again. I sat there defeated, devastated, bitter & broken. My brain began a memory scan messages written, responses, questions comments " Which thought, which question, what did I reveal that was too much? " It must have been the last message, admittedly it was Insanity w/out context. "But he had the context, he was in the same thought pattern, he spoke my native tongue, fluently, flawlessly. Why would he do this to me?"
Just found me in a pile, picked me up, dusted me off, decided I could be useful/valuable/meaningful. Looked at me extensively/thoroughly/suspiciously considering my purpose/rethinking my value doubting my usefulness. Twisted me inside out upside down pulled & tugged my strings sealed & blocked my sounds. He fed me flattered words sweetened w/honey. Made me drunk on patriotic vengeance. Satisfied my thirst for truth with an endless flow of knowledge one accumulates wandering the earth in search of home.
He was my kindred & I have only just found him. I would give him the moon if he asked, gather the storms clouds to wash away his pain & moved heaven & earth to find what he had lost along his way.
None of this mattered. He scratched on my surfaces, tested the strength of my tensions pulled out my stuffing & set it aside. Pushed all my buttons, gripped tight my handles, ran me hot, flushed my system, softened my corners, shook lose my bolts, wore down my threading,, Wound me up, cut me loose & hung me out to dry. Sent me packing w/out a lunch. He called me out into the deep waters & left me in shits creek w/out a paddle.
"You did this to yourself" This realization becoming more & more self-evident "you went too fast, didn't hold back or back down. What did you learn, you are meant to be alone in the truth. This must be yours to bear alone. You were fooled because you ARE a fool that believes foolish things" Sitting there it occurred to me how I had never experienced loneliness. Not at all. I had lived a life mostly isolated by choice. After waking up, learning these "truths" about everything & attempting my hand at red-pilling the rejection of truth & the constant gas lighting is enough to push anyone over the edge. It is in this, deprivation of honest dialogue, in fact shortages, truth famine, imprisoned voices, debate withdrawals in this nightmare from which I can't wake from, my isolation brings discomfort. Feral ravenous hunting for the warmth of the life w/in the mind of a free thinker. Loneliness now covers every inch of me. Loneliness is the blood that flows through me. He found me picked me up out of the pile & w/out cause without warning tossed me back. He left nothing to prove it wasn't just a dream within this nightmare. I didn't go back online that day.I didn't see the point. You made yourself very clear. I was forgettable. Canceled yet again. Silenced once more. Put back in my place. You broke whatever pieces left unbroken before you came along. I don't know what to say to you. I wanted to say nothing for how frivolous you were, how little concern you had for what this act would do.
I could not, this was not your fault, The way you took me was not your choice. This fukn world has all of us spun in circles lost in darkness alone. Everything so distorted that we can't see what's real or good anymore. And you & your lot "the salt of the earth" young men they have striped you of everything & laid waste to your roots. Robbed you of even the pursuit of happiness let alone its capture. I feel wrath when I think of everything they have taken from you. I want to set the entire world ablaze in order to give back the reigns to those intended for its dominion. I have in these few days built a brick tower around me. I'm standing safe alone w/in. No one will penetrate I shall not be conquered again. You have found me. I prayed that you might. I'm just glued together bits leftover from before. I will not claim any particular condition or guarantee I'm in working order. You may, if you so choose, tinker a bit to see what you can get going. This I leave in your hands. I am in no shape to drive anyways. I am pleased that you are ok, relatively speaking. I worried that something happened after the crash. If you chose to leave it at this then thank you. From the bottom of my heart thank you for coming back giving me a hand back up. Thank you for the explanation & closure. Thank you for all the interactions & engaging me. Thank you for sharing & for listening. Thank you for all of it even the end. I will forever hold you in my heart. I do find you the most amazing human being I have ever encountered in any way shape or form. Thank you for you. I miss you & I love you
Yeah I thought the exact same thing when I listened to the 1st half b4 work on Fri. I rember looking over every once in awhile & really praying to God that here was moar. I mean the InsomniacWhisperer has been going on & on about 100% proof 4how long? Not 4the elections sake I mean WE ALL KNOW WE WERE CHEATED 100% & the truth ALWAYS surfaces. But 4 Mr.Lindell's sake w/the shit these cocksuckers have been giving this man cuz he loves God, POTUS, truth, pillows & poems please let there be actually moar & not moar of the same. Saturday after work I listened to the 2nd half of the 100% absolute proof video & this fukr not only doesn't disapoint he fukn SUPER IMPRESSES, BIGLY! I mean hes a lil nervous seems like he's just free ballin the script for authenticity sake (which makes me juss wanna squeeze the fuk outta him like an American flag) Mr. Lindell is outstanding! The attention to detail, he makes a very conscious effort to cover all the bases, stay relevant & remain frank "everyday" relatable but shows all the gears. He picks it up to play in tech, data, stats, official lingo, legal shit, a dollop of military intel, a blast of Giuliani common sense then fukn stops every thing at each new phase for the lay breakdown so no 1 gets left behind. Its beautiful, really & as he adorably pounds into ur brain by repetition it is (if he has these things that is) the ABSOLUTE 100% UNDENIABLE PROOF/RECEIPTS no one that watches this & is being honest could say the election was not stolen period. What this man has done for our country, freedom, & future deserves some POTUS, Flynn, credit. I wouldn't doubt there is a bounty on this man he is a hero for this & we must be grateful & for the work hes done. It might take a min due to the censorship but once this has fully circulated it will cause change, Mr Lindell will be remembered well by history. (Adorable Ex-Baser based AF Patriot I raise my to u well done sir)
Nope fuk walmart they were my 3rd boycott after nike, chick-fil-a & apple b4 nestle but also b4 waking up so....that list is now outta control & at times impossible to maintain. As much as I'd like to never use YT, google, any debit really or buy anything online without others or options there is almost no point. All that being said when it comes to nike, nestle, walmart, amazon & hollywood pointless or not fuk them they'll never get another penny outta me
Fuk not just cornmeal I shit u not.....wait for it.....sawdust yeah SAW DUST!
Its all so FUKN INFURIATING!! Sorry, but seriously tho everything, everywhere, in every possible way imaginable has been infected down to the roots, Twisted & distorted inversion at its fukn finest. You try to tell anyone that'll listen & your a nut. It is really so genius. In my wildest dreams I never could have imagined such an elaborate far-reaching & diabolical scheme. It is in fact this that planted my feet firm in God. Only evil itself could lay this groundwork. Its so overwhelming at times, it is almost as if we never really had a fighting chance. And then GEOTUS stands alone taking ALL of this on. An entire world set up against us since the beginning of time & he does this really alone. People want to give up on him because he "isn't invincible" they forget he is just one man. He may be in the end, the greatest hero that ever lived (obviously I don't include Jesus cuz, u kno God) because he knew what he was up against & he still chose to do it for us.
The truth about everything, all of it, what they have done to all of us, what they've taken from us. All the pain ever felt can be followed to a source which is at their hands, it burns my insides. My heart just breaks for all of us here & my blood boils. The wrath inside me has rendered my motionless. I can not proceed. I don't know how. I want to scream at everyone & show them but no one wants to see. I can't go back, I refuse & so I wait, and wait & wait. God wins, I know. But before I want everyone to see we deserve that a the very least. We desvere the truth no mater how dark & painful the truth lets us finally breathe. Im gasping & waiting, I'm sure u kno it sux!
i don't kno y this fukn made me laugh so hard butt thnx
Well done sir don't forget corn crops all over the world pushed by Monsanto soy all over the US pushed by Monsanto seedless fruit (also prob seedless fruit of the loom) pushed by ....u kno
then wutever the fuk they've put in the water that's confused the "youth" in gen the teachers, sex ed period, feminism, toxic masculinity, gender wutevs, war on nuclear fam & patriarchy etc etc its not just about pop control its also about killing/numbing/distracting/sterilizing present & future warriors/self starters/leaders sheep is what they want & come hell or high water sheep they will have
(as for the usage on the word I have no idea)
I fukn LOOVEEE the BB honesty sometimes I think their articles are more true than anyones elses, also BAsED AF!
thats awesome
Really I didn't know they were funded by Falun Gong. I knew they had their beginnings covering Chyna which always made me weary. After the harsh reality that journalism wasn't anything what I believed before 2015 I've pretty much written off any of it. It is The Epoch Times that in a way reached out w/a hand of "give our line of work a second chance, we're not all bad" & so I did. I don't mind bias I mean we are all human (mostly). What I mind is the condescending nature. The holier than thou attitude. The shamelessness in their positions. The assumptions that we are stupid, incapable of common sense or critical thought. We the people are tough and can take it, any of all of it. There may be some things that are difficult to digest, some parts we will have to simmer in & maybe things we will have a harder time swallowing but if we're given the facts all of them as they are we will make the right decisions. The reason they don't is precisely because of this. They don't want us to come to the right choices they want us to bend the knee. In everything in every way and at every turn. As cogs, they see themselves as just a piece of a bigger picture and each one of us is a potential "monkey wrench" so they willingly deceive. It is what it is, I suppose. My problem is I thought there were things in place to prevent anyone of this nature to get anywhere of significance in this profession. Journalistic integrity & rules or a process like a piece having to jump thru several hoops before even making it to the editor's desk. Then if everything couldn't be verified or it was flimsy it wouldn't be "fit to print". Foolishness was apparently my middle name throughout my entire life until 2015. I assumed that these "safety measures" existed in everything. Politics, academia, foreign affairs, literature, history, medical industry & as you know that list goes on & on. They have infiltrated & infected every single trusted institution that has ever existed & now we are all disorientated in search of the light of truth in an entire world in upside down darkness. And I, for one, hate them for it.
Except they'd prob eat that shit up I wouldn't give them the pleasure
FakeNewsMax
Epoch Times is by far my fav RSNB & OAN tie 2nd only cuz they do, very differently
yess yess yeeesss amazon, Bezos, & of course cheap Chy-na CRAP, FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU!!!!!!