Hope everyone has a productive preparedness month.
Solid advice.
Anytime pede. Anytime. We all want to be the hero in our story, I'm no exception.
Damn. That's rough. Was your sponsor helpful? Maybe reach out again.
There are plenty of sources for the NA stepwork guide online in PDF. Maybe tomorrow grab a fresh notebook and have a good go at working through some of the first few questions. Granted I am very out of practice, but I distinctly remember that book being key to finding my true self.
Hanging around other fuck ups only solves the lonelyness issue. Looking inside and coming to terms with your existence thus far is the real path forward. Self hatered leads to the pity party and the pity party leads to more self hatred.
We cannot hide from our past, only work to reconcile it. Work your ass off if you want to live free. That little voice telling you you can't is a fucking liar.
Maybe leave this one to the folks who have been there? Overly simplistic answers don't tend to accomplish much, if anything they have negative results. Just saying.
Make us proud back. You have support, you are not alone.
The real deal. Until this is answered nothing gets better.
Thank you for being you pede. The embodyment of the WWG1WGA spirit. We are all in this together.
It is. Substituting is not the answer. Staying in the moment is.
For the next five minutes, keep your shit together. Let me know how it goes.
When you bottom out, you will know it's time. Is it time? Are you tired of degrading your existence? How low do you want to sink before you say enough?
I can throw generalities around, but it won't really matter unless you decide for yourself. You want specific advice, I would need to get to know you better than anoning really allows for. I find having a higher purpose helps keep the demons at bay. Self doubt is a mother fucker.
Maybe you drink to help you sleep, I'd like to know why you get up? What drives you? If you want to really talk, I can, I have time. You probably want to dm me though, some conversations aren't fit for public consumption. You have family? Want one? Lost one? Where is the pain you are drowning rooted? Easy answers usually don't accomplish shit. Are you naturally a control freak in your day to day life? We are in unprecidentedly uncertain times historically, it getting on top of you?
Talk to me pede, you can do this. I believe in you.
Newsflash bitch, none of us will.
Jasper approves
Na, that's not it, too thin/ long.
You aren't the only one.
Thanks for the recommendation.
Going now friend.
Stopped past intersection. I wonder if person on other end of phone was in one of the cars? Seems to me Jay was singled out, hit was called and the cars marked the target. If I were to guess I'd say the second car swung around and picked up shooter to exit sceen.
Did you see that vid just put up a few minutes ago? Holy shit. Proof of paid hit and conspiracy.
Holy shit. Those two cars were in on it too. Get this to the DoJ immediately. Get this everywhere. This is smoking gun hugely important footage.
Does anyone even know what this might be?