So one visitor a day as usual but they were cool and let one of us ride in ambulance from one VA center to the other VA center. my personal gripe. Im at my whits end. How do i stay from being an asshole and cooperate with society when society is dictating that i must be a fucked up asshole. Are there any good answers?

hello doctor, i would like to visit my father who is dying . he does not have covid neither do i. I want to verify with my own eyes the wellbeing of him, because he sounded terrible on the phone with me.. i heard him gargling and saying "theyre gonna let me die" just before i got on the phone with you. and you said hes just doing a dimentia tantrum, i hope that is true. you said hes fine and vitals are good. while you dieuretic his fluid out so he doesnt die of pneumonia from the heart failure. i want to know. how does a man with six children get to visit them all in this situation. is this suppost to break my faith in god? It wont. IT will MAKE IT STRONGER and i will laugh while i conquer you demons with my penis shaft. Im mighty pissed about now.